I know this might sound pretty pathetic but have you guys ever had this "forever alone" feel?
I mean, if I look at my friends, many of them are in relationships or at least had one and I'm just...meh. Sure, I shouldn't compare myself to them, especially since some of them had been
in a relationship and a break up is not that nice either (in a normal non-violent relationship).
But still.....if they sit next to me and talk about this whole bf stuff it kinda makes me feel.......forever alone
But I suck at meeting new peeps n' stuff. I'm not into going out since I know stories about bars and discos which are just.....horrible >.<
Bars and discos are the last places where I wanna meet someone since those are mostly stuffed with drunks and perverts. The worst kind of people, ya' know :/ There aren't any interesting guys in my area or school either and the only one who I kinda found interesting a while ago has a girlfriend
Well, actually he wouldn't have suited me anyways since he's a sports freak and I'm a lazy ass who cares shit about sport, haha. Sport fanatics are annoying anyways and I feel so weak next to them
The only sport I do is Taekwondo yet not very intensive (that's also where I've met that guy. At my Taekwondo club.)
Basic rule for many cases:
Jerk, in a relationship or gay.
I knoooow I'm an old complainer
But I belong to that kind of people who talks
about certain problems. It makes me feel better when it is all out. Just had to share this one. Sorry for bothering you guys with my negativity again